

Rain, Rain. Rain, Rain,Rain, Rain. by ~swell-season
I feel astray,
the demons are screaming
come out and play
forgive my father for what I've learned today.
no one knows,
why I am so afraid.
Rain, Rain,
you're overdue
now these ghosts are hosts to a body
I once knew
filling my thoughts like a mother would do,
a failing haven,
and sticking like glue.
Rain, Rain,
I'm sick of waiting
possessed and obsessed
with these secrets I'm betraying
but know one will know
the thing's I'm saying
cradling these thoughts,
in a casket
where forever, I'll be laying.


enough. This can't be right, she says, looking in the mirror,enough. by ~swell-season
I was beautiful yesterday.
more than fake eyelashes
I was gorgeous
but now, I am nothing more
nothing more than this glass on my wall
that tells me
I am horrible
how come, this doesn't feel right
as she sets her drink down
letting him get closer
I have another lover
she's thinking, as he's feeling
i am so lonely
what has become of me
wishing for that mirror to see
crying, looking out the window
it's raining, it's pouring,
this shouldn't have happend
I feel so trapped.
sliding her hand down this jail
blue eyes shining in betrayal
shards ru


coma of a comet. The coma of a comet.coma of a comet. by ~swell-season
I shouldn't but I want it.
as this plastic bag
finds it's way to my face
finds it's way.
like a plague
grasping at the edges
pulling it a way
this inability to breathe
is only the beginning
amendable, but becoming
so why stop it?
when I like it?
the butterflies could never do
something such as this
bloody marks upon my fist
i can't believe suffocation
would be so romantic
should I want it?
seeing clearly through this bag
there's no better way
to be smothered.
no other way.
to discover
Me. by ~swell-season